人生

好久不見，還真的蠻久的，有沒有人看都好，祝大家美好愉快=)

最近好忙呀，上課，上班，感覺..不像壓力，可是卻有感覺有塊大石壓著的感覺，抗壓性還不夠，需要加強喲，呵呵呵。

希望事業和學業一切順利！達成目標，不讓家人及自己失望，萬事都要多得住自己！還得開始想好後路，畢業后該怎麼辦呀~~！

覺得人真的好犯賤，明知道結果會是個NO，但還硬著頭皮的繼續。最近交了個女朋友，很喜歡，是個很成熟，善解人意，積極，有趣的女生，當一切都是那麼的完美的時候，其實彼此年齡相差七年，對，是比我大七歲，不是小我七歲。 彼此心裡也很明白，結果會是個NO，但，還是一頭栽下去，未來的事還是個未知數，但，也不想去想像。既然決定了，就不要後悔的繼續，結果不重要，只要過程精彩，也是人生的一個美妙的過程。

功課壓力越來越大，工作時間越來越長，開始困擾，開始猶豫，開始迷糊，希望能開始清醒，知道自己做的是否是自己要的，給自己一個加油！

p/s：在這感謝Vanice, Desiree and女友Emily陪我度過非常感動的22歲生日！真的很開心！

Desiree and Vanice
Emily and Me

好了，下回見！=)

最後一刻

外號外號~！最後學期的最後大考，在數小時后，開戰！緊張呀..

簡單敘述一下今日（昨天）行程唄。和愛美麗吃了個泰國午餐，到QV的Gloria Jeans Cafe喝咖啡，之後當然，演變成和Nishant在那邊做最後衝刺的溫習=D

感覺，好想溫習好了，都學好了，但關上筆記后，又覺得腦袋空空的，啥都不會，有時會有些些想哭的感覺T.T

但傍晚，該努力的時候，確實和Nishant吃晚飯休閒去，還到處走來走去，不過真的好感謝他，那麼耐心的教導我，還一直叮嚀要早睡，還有鼓勵我，好感動的說~T.T

話說回來，Nishant回家后，我還是繼續到QV裡頭溫習，中途逼了Kate出來吃甜品，平復一下無敵緊張的心情，隨後又回到QV溫習，還是覺得不行在家裡溫習，感覺就是不對，外面好多了。

 

Gloria Jeans＠QV

 

和Kate到Monga點的‘杏奶燉木瓜’

該睡了，希望明天大家都好好運，加油加油！！ 最後一戰，開戰，豁出去了！呵！！！

記錄一下，平凡的這一天

3默得斯，考試開戰，時間越來越緊迫，身心整個越來越緊繃，因為心裡太太太多負擔，是不必要的負擔，不想面對，也不想逃避，矛盾之極，哈。

有種預感，這人生最後一次的學業考試，會很不錯，因為好久好久，沒付出這樣的一份努力。自己好幸運噢！因為最後一關交上了一個很不錯的印度傢伙（Nishant），幫了我好多好多，好慶倖的說！

覺得，世事真的難預料， 有時候覺得好的，最後卻是壞的，一開始覺得不好的，反而最後卻是好的那一個，恰好發生在我周圍。不過，也是自己修煉不夠，思維不夠周到，不夠深入，太單方面思考，還蠻主觀的說。我好想，更上一城樓，不只一層，要好多好多層！！！

還是那句，陳瑋鑫，你好棒噢..！=D

 

蠻豐盛的午餐@Kanazawa，starts my day=)

 

今日學院溫習總結，待續T.T

 

賢慧的日式咖喱羊+白飯，謝謝你

 

總值$4.50的超好吃快被吃完的巧克力卷，only available在我學院=D

最近開始又愛上部落格，希望能持續下去，至少以後能好好回顧我的人生，非凡而精彩的only once人生=)

Study Week

好討厭現在的那兩個室友，尤其是對面房的那個菲律賓女人，煩死了！

Study week一個禮拜，去了每逢考試必進之處溫習，Starbucks on Swanston Street, 好有fu噢噢噢噢噢=D

 

Study with Grande Signature Hot Chocolate, Win=D

預計這整個禮拜的夜晚都會在這裡度過，哪裡都好，肯定不會呆在家。

加油！

Mumbling

Third day without workout, trying to put myself into study after an awesome breakie at home, one week to go till the final exam of the final semester, ganjeong nehh.

Anyways, best luck to me and good luck to others, ganbate!

压力。

Yess, this is the day!

Finally, the last day of the year of 2010, though I'm working, but still..felt so excited and exhilarated! As usual and said by many of you, too many things happened within this year! Studies, family issues, relationships, friendships, financial, social, career, yadi yadi yada.. And too, as what all the people said, 这一年是个转折点！LOL~ Sound familiar huh? Everyone's been saying that years over years XD

And well, let's talk about what happened recently. Right few days before the Xmas, went to Chadstone Shopping centre with Maggie until 5am in the morning(Wootz~!) and got a polo shirt and a Logitech sound system=P Few days ago, had the Xmas 'celebration' at Benny's( Chinta Blue's 2nd chef) house with Maggie and other 2 collegue (we are sort of specially invited, XD). It was a simple dinner, really simple...only some peking duck, some herb soup, some fish, some beef, some chicken, some veg, and some champange..LOL, yea, sort of like a simple dinner XD

Last day, went to the Puma factory outlet with Sonu, and it was really a brilliant move! I got 2 pairs of sport shoes and a polo shirt under brand of Puma with just 85 dollars in total! Were so cheap! 40% off store wide btw. lol. Opps, and too, got a Lacoste boston bag for 175 dollars (orginal price 249 dollars), wheee~ Though it's in different color, who cares~ It looks cool anyways=)

Right, plans for tonight: work hard to make a good ending for this year, then, watch fireworks at Yarra River, then, sing K with Vanice till 6am~!!! Rawrrrrrr~~!

Anyways, HAPPY NEW YEAR to all my beloved ones, my friends and family, and...who ever that knows me and viewing this post!!!2011年快乐！！！

回家

好想回家=(( 进来太多事发生，心理上好累，真想回家歇一歇，好想阿嬷啊！！>.<

结束了

十天的旅程，就这样，结束了。今早把秉鑫送到机场，离开前拥抱了一下，有些想流泪..因为在墨尔本实在没什么朋友，难得好兄弟到来探望，真的很感动，虽然这几天也发生了些不愉快的事，有些许耽误了你的行程，但还是想在这里向你致谢，谢谢你的到来！

在这几天的行程里，虽然尽力想让你有个愉快的旅程，可是中间发生的一些蠢事却耽误着你，虽然如此，但我在这几天里过的超开心的，因为至少有个兄弟在家聊天谈心，网聊跟真人的感觉是的确差蛮多的。

好，here's the summary of the whole trip:
Forgot the days and routines, but we went to the Melbourne Zoo (because we missed the bus to Yarra Valley), the Eureka Skydeck, Crown Casino, Chappel St., Men's Gallery, then went to the Great Ocean Road (rainy day and we got wet seriously=.=), Yarra Valley n Healesville Sanctuary (should have gone to Domaine Chandon wine yard, but we got off from bus at wrong place=.=), Queens Victoria Market, then brought him to eat in places with good food>> Pacific BBQ Restaurant, Duck Duck Goose at QV, cream puffs at QV, Korean all-you-can-eat BBQ at Russel St., and the last day, Vietnamese Noodles House for lunch.

At Eureka Skydeck

At Great Ocean Road
Flagstaff Garden

对不起没带到你去Dockland和Harbour Town，真的很想带你去，只是情况不允许，对不起。 最后一晚和你到 Stalatic 去吃宵夜，然后到Flagstaff Garden去找澳洲独有的树熊，真的很高兴，其中也带着些伤感。

Supper at Stalatic
Supper with dessert platter XD
Finally he found what he wanted to see=)
My turn=)

I hope you enjoyed your trip and really hope to see you here again. Take care my buddy, i really appreciate everything and appreciate to have a friend like you in my life, thank you so much!

Days with Nicholas and Quinnie

Oooopppsss, they have finally arrived in Melbourne!! ( 2 days ago XD) Been waited for so long in the airport, and finally they were out from the terminal..feel so pleased~! Nicholas will be staying in my room until he's back to Malaysia, while Quinnie stays at her brother's place.

Arrival =)

We haven't really plan anything for the trips yet ( sad case:-( ) But I brought Nicholas to the city and walked all way long on the Swanston Street (the busiest street in the city of Melbourne), had roast duck rice for our lunch at the Pacific Restaurant, and then went to Quinnie's brother's place to rest, and watched 黄子华's show...then went to a Chinese restaurant in China Town for dinner. Then, we went to the Crown Casino and walked along the Yarra River, with gelati as dessert=)

Posing at somewhere near Crown Casino

On 2nd day, unfortunately, I need to work at 5pm =( So am only able to accompany them until 4pm >.< @Gloria Jeans in QV after lunch

Shall go for some day tours...perhaps the Great Ocean Road; or the Chandon place?? Whatever~ Gonna sort them out tomorrow=)

Good night~

Expecting

Buddies of "May-Our-Paths" (Quinnie & Nicholas)are coming to Melbourne to visit me and will be staying here for a week plussssss, so expecting!! XD Haven't been seeing them for so so sooo long (time really does fly...shall I say, spurt @.@) Just realized that I've been in Melbourne for nearly a year..Xmas is just around the corner, then New year of 2011, then Chinese New Year yadi yadi yada~ I want my Chinese New Year to be in Malaysia with my family and friends!!! T.T

I'm sort of facing all kinds of snags recently..you know, friendships, family issues, work, wuwawuwa...whatever=.= Been nagged by my manager on my English proficiency..said to be my English sucks big time!! Even worse than a new Vietnamese staff who couldn't speak well!! *WTF* Anyways, I got some English work books and also some basic English guides to put myself on the right track, hopefully they help :-S

Financial issues...arghhhh!!! Things will take a turn for the better anyways, just need to concentrate on work and wait=)

Uhmmm...whatelse...cut my hair 2 days ago, to groom myself up to welcome my buddies and also hanging out with them XD We surely will have great time to be spent together! =)

Time to cook for lunch, ta everyone~

偶回来了=)

好久没上来了~大家别来无恙么？

就这样到墨尔本已经近7个月了，时间也过得太快了吧？？此刻正在东假当中，19号得开始实习了~!但还没收到工作时间表，反正就是快开工就对了啦~

二堂姐到墨尔本来玩，没规划的带她乱乱走XD

和二堂姐的Great Ocean Road之旅
来张个人照

一直以来还是放不下一些事，也有一些事一直在执着，but I cant help with it..要我不去想=比登天还难，想了，自己好难受，没辙。

好想念马来西亚的家人和朋友，Skype又如何，没真实感，好想明年回家过年，希望能回去呗~

来到这里，似乎有些走火入魔，偏离轨道，思想都被蒙蔽了，目标也差点被忘记，我要back on track！！我知道我行=)在这里似乎有些空虚，本以为交到了些朋友，到最后才发觉，连个可以出来喝茶哈拉聊天的朋友都没有，大部分（将近全部吧）都是逢场作戏的Hi-Bye friend..简称，同学。哈~可能是自己太孤僻吧~哈哈哈~

好啦~今天就到此为止~下回见，大家Take Care~Ta~

抱怨

感觉，怪怪的，好像有些被耍，干脆杀了我吧。

p/s：拜托，请不要以外表半段别人！本人才20出头，被说看起来很“成熟”，我不介意，干嘛说我是花花公子啊？=.=明明就什么都没干..妈的=.=

别烦我

刚从city回来，一个人在家里，好闷。
最近不知搞什么冬瓜，坏事一摞摞，Fnb Management Night n Report做的很不好，一直急着找工作，无端端和妹吵架（超屌），然后又来“另外另外”的事烦，没完没了！

刚才一间日本餐馆打给我，看了我的简历，问我几时能上班，可是薪水超低的（亚洲餐馆价），岗位乃寿司手。没辙，还是去做一做，等找到另一家好些价钱的在打算吧（反正到处发简历了）。

顺便一提，今天是Easter Holiday的第一天，Good Friday，我竟然呆在家里，显=.=

假期还得赶assignment，想说问问餐馆可不可以让我工作超过20小时，赚多些些=D得缴房租，杂费，物质欲望也太高了，还得存钱去旅行（可能的话），哎呀呀~

总结，得给自己设一个新的时间表和目标，我要转运！！！

p/s：室友刚打给我，赌钱赌到输光，没钱在身，还得等他到家再去帮他付车费，真的很困，还得等多两小时，晕~！

=)

想约在一个适合聊天的下午
分开很多年满以为没有包袱
我还打算回顾我们为何结束
还想问你是不是一个人住
当你的笑容给我礼貌 的招呼
当我想诉说这些年来的感触
你却点了满桌我最爱的食物
介绍我看一本天文学的书
我想哭不敢哭
难道这种相处
不 像我们梦寐以求的幸福
走下去这一步
是宽容还是痛苦
我想哭怎么哭
完成爱情旅途
谈天说地是最理想的出路
谈音 乐谈时事不说爱
若无其事原来是最狠的报复
当我想坦白我们的乐多于苦
你说水星它没有卫星好孤独
我才明白时间较分手还残酷
老 朋友了再没资格不满足

What a song. =)

贱人

心里还是很不舒服，很不悦，第一次遇见这种人！！！
决定今晚坦白塞他浪！！Don't care!!不会让步，一点也不行！

问候

三月了~大家还好吗？
感觉墨尔本的时间过得特别快，就这样一个月过去了~
刚搬新家，忙~再加上Assesments，真的没话说>.<今年的新年有些乏味，也第一次没在家里过，都和酒精一起度过=S
一个月了~一个月了~感觉没怎样，来到墨尔本不会特别开心，期间也有些些不愉快，不过...感觉越来越好^^也越来越压力=.=
怎么办？懒得po照片..哈哈哈~下回再po吧（某些原因XD）

除夕夜

今晚是除夕夜~第一次没在家吃团圆饭=(
刚去了趟城市，天气凉凉的，心情好~哈哈~
愿大家有个温馨的团圆饭和除夕夜~
待会儿11点晚上才去Tempure Japanese Cafe，说有个小派对~也好~至少有=)
最后，祝大家新年快乐！恭喜发财！步步高升！！！

抱歉

接到一通家人的来电，谈了一下，有些低落。

我很明确自己的目的，会达到您们的要求，可是，这次所要求的事，对不起，我做不到，也不想去做，请别对我做出这在我眼里无理的要求，已试过一次，我不想再重复。

就已第一学期的成绩当赌注，就看看是你们的想法会赢，还是我的实行会胜利。拭目以待。

做出了些对不起您们的是，我深感抱歉，也带着悔意，是我的思想行为不够成熟，带些肤浅。我答应，不会再有此事，这的确是我的失误，对不起。

总之，抱歉，做出了伤害您们的事，也抱歉，没法接受您们做出的要求。

只能说，我会付出最大的努力，这不是约定，而是我一开始的目标及任务，并不是答应或作出保证之类的，我从不轻易make promises，我只是在履行自己所设的的任务及目标，就这样。

显掉=.="

真烦，好端端的，心情又被破坏掉，已连续几天，very ZZZZZZZ=.="