Regret of what I've done

It has been a long time since I update my blog. Having holidays now, it should be a great thing to me, but I seems like can't feel any happiness from it... I can play Maple everyday, I don't have to study and face all those stupid notes... But I really feel so bored this few days, as the boringness made me so moody. I'm thinking of quitting Maple, but what can I do besides Mapling whole day??? I really can't find other things to replace Maple. Calling buddies out? LOL... I've lost most of my buddies... As they have their own life... I'm trying to change myself, i tried to call them out, but things don't seem like that great as I think. We had nothing to say at all, totally different with last time before graduate. As few months before, I was having some quarrels with them, or should I say... It's just a really small matter? I'm just a very sensitive person. And I once had the thinking of ignoring them, thinking that I can find better friends out there... I was wrong, totally wrong!!! I'm regret of what I've done to myself. As for now, I'm really trying hard to get them back, I've lost everything, every single friends I had.... I really feel wanna cry... regretting of what I've done. Now, what I'm hoping is to gather them all on this coming Friday, to celebrate one of my buddy's birthday, and also try to get my friendships with them back. As for my classmates and lecturer, really sorry because I really didn't expect the trip will cost such a big amount to me. Really sorry and hope you all enjoy your trip...

A Shame of Foreigners!

Just as the title you saw, it's about a BRAZILIAN in my class. Why is her a shame of foreigners??? Let me tell you, she is a very annoying and irritating animal. Oops, I shouldn't have said like that... She don't even have the quality for me to call her animal, she's just a useless fucker living creature on the earth. Clear enough? The main thing is, she disgraced her country, I never thought that's what we called, Brazilian. Acting number one in front of us? Ya you wish! You will never be number one in class as you can see your phase test results, your level is still far away below us, you can't even beat me up, as you are just under my feet you beggar! Don't act like you know everything and acting serious in class. And there's one very funny thing, did you actually dressed so 'sexy' (vomit) during the 'tips giving class' just to 色诱 our lecturer in order to get more tips??? DREAM ON!!! What a perfect plan you have!!! But before you dressed like that, could you please look at the mirror first?! You know , I don't really want to hurt people...but the fact is...you get what I mean if you see yourself in the mirror^^. And for your information, you will never get our lecturer's attention through dressing that way, LOL. He will never have any interest on you BITCH! Think again okay?! A normal human will not have any interest on BITCH and yet you are not even have the qualification to be an animal although you have the personality on a freaking BITCH!!! Go get a life, nobody will happy to see you around.