Regret of what I've done

It has been a long time since I update my blog. Having holidays now, it should be a great thing to me, but I seems like can't feel any happiness from it... I can play Maple everyday, I don't have to study and face all those stupid notes... But I really feel so bored this few days, as the boringness made me so moody. I'm thinking of quitting Maple, but what can I do besides Mapling whole day??? I really can't find other things to replace Maple. Calling buddies out? LOL... I've lost most of my buddies... As they have their own life... I'm trying to change myself, i tried to call them out, but things don't seem like that great as I think. We had nothing to say at all, totally different with last time before graduate. As few months before, I was having some quarrels with them, or should I say... It's just a really small matter? I'm just a very sensitive person. And I once had the thinking of ignoring them, thinking that I can find better friends out there... I was wrong, totally wrong!!! I'm regret of what I've done to myself. As for now, I'm really trying hard to get them back, I've lost everything, every single friends I had.... I really feel wanna cry... regretting of what I've done. Now, what I'm hoping is to gather them all on this coming Friday, to celebrate one of my buddy's birthday, and also try to get my friendships with them back. As for my classmates and lecturer, really sorry because I really didn't expect the trip will cost such a big amount to me. Really sorry and hope you all enjoy your trip...

A Shame of Foreigners!

Just as the title you saw, it's about a BRAZILIAN in my class. Why is her a shame of foreigners??? Let me tell you, she is a very annoying and irritating animal. Oops, I shouldn't have said like that... She don't even have the quality for me to call her animal, she's just a useless fucker living creature on the earth. Clear enough? The main thing is, she disgraced her country, I never thought that's what we called, Brazilian. Acting number one in front of us? Ya you wish! You will never be number one in class as you can see your phase test results, your level is still far away below us, you can't even beat me up, as you are just under my feet you beggar! Don't act like you know everything and acting serious in class. And there's one very funny thing, did you actually dressed so 'sexy' (vomit) during the 'tips giving class' just to 色诱 our lecturer in order to get more tips??? DREAM ON!!! What a perfect plan you have!!! But before you dressed like that, could you please look at the mirror first?! You know , I don't really want to hurt people...but the fact is...you get what I mean if you see yourself in the mirror^^. And for your information, you will never get our lecturer's attention through dressing that way, LOL. He will never have any interest on you BITCH! Think again okay?! A normal human will not have any interest on BITCH and yet you are not even have the qualification to be an animal although you have the personality on a freaking BITCH!!! Go get a life, nobody will happy to see you around.

Don't Really know the Title...

Haven't been updating my blog for few days... Well, just finished my group presentation, although it wasn't that great but we have done our best... In the pass of these few days, I've been watching and old animation which called 'Slam Dunk'. I'm sure all of you know about that animation, it's really old, but it's very nice. Especially the endings of every match, although not wining ending every time but the scenes are very touching, they have no regrets due to their hard work during training. Sometimes can feel my tears are gonna come out during the ending... Okay, it's 12.45am in the morning now, it's Friday already. Few hours ago, a friend of mine nudged me in MSN, which is quite rare for the action. He was asking me whether want to go out for a gathering on this Saturday, but... I can't even I really want to do so, because I'm working on every weekend. Sad to say so... Talk about my classmates... I don't know what the hell is going on now, seems like 80% of my classmates are suffering for 'love'... Sounds so geli... But the major ones are suffering for their ex... Sometimes I'm wondering, if you like the girl so much, why would you break up with her? and make yourself suffer after that. Why is everyone suffering and think about the word 'love' now? Can't you live without it? Maybe I'm just the one who don't care about all these stuffs... For me, it's wasting time and everything... I will not do the same mistakes again...

Memories...

Just got the new school magazine from my previous secondary school... Actually it's meaningless for me to get that magazine, but once I opened it... Tons of memories pop out from my mind... It reminds me a lot of memories before I graduate...Skipping classes, hanged around the schools with friends, thinking of where to lim teh after school every Friday, trained hard nearly everyday for the choir competitions, and every happy, sad and crazy moments with my classmates... How memorable... but the reality is always cruel, I've lost contact with them after I graduated. Don't know how are they now... really missed them... really hope that I can meet them in future again, but I is a little bit hard since I lost my cell phone last time...

Nothing much...

Don't know why...I'm getting bored everything... Getting bored of online games, getting bored of happenings around, getting bored of people around... and... getting bored of myself and my life... I am just doing the same thing everyday... Getting tired and bored of it... Really hope that I can get back to the year of 2006... Just one year back... Really hope so... Really hope that everything did not happened... Hope they are just a dream...My mind is just full of hatred... I hate everything happening now... I hate why I'm myself... I'm just a noob in front of everyone...I hate everything... Really miss the old days...

A lunch with friends. =.=

It was 8am in the morning. I was having some activities with 周公...but I was forced to wake up. Why??? Because promised my friends to go Cheras for some vegetarian lunch with them. I was so... Irritated once I woke up... Wanted to sleep for another 5 more minutes... Just 5 more minutes... Until my friend called me, saying that he was on the way to my house...WTF?!?!?! Now, I am really forced and really need to wake up =.=". As a normal human will do once he woke up, brush my teeth, have a bath and bla bla bla... The timing was so accurate, once I've done all those stuffs, then he arrived in front of my house. So we went to another friend's house, which is not that near from my house...@@" Arrived the person's house, went into there and had some chit-chatting session... Then only we started our journey to the...lunch place. Okay, arrived, we walked into that place... and... not really that crowded as I think, just around... 100 to 200 people??? We found a place to sit, and I followed the other 2 friends to get our lunch. No offence but... one of the friend that was following us... is kinda... sorry, I don;t know how to explain again, the situation was, he was peeping at a 12 to 13 years old little girl in the temple...WTF?!?!?! Not to mention... The guy was... Stxxxx Kxxx Cxxx Hxx. Don't kill me when / after u read this post dude =.=. So, we had our lunch. A average-taste lunch. Some said that it was tasteless, well, we were eating vegetarian lunch...so, better don't make so many complaints. Finally, time to go back. Since some of them wanted to go somewhere else to have some fun, I went home with another friend. Okay, now is what I wanna say in this blog ( main point ). From my previous posts, I had mentioned one guy which was the birthday girl's boyfriend (read one of my previous posts if you don't understand what I'm talking about), I said that he wasn't a good boyfriend or whatever... but now I'm gonna take back what I said before. Well, he wasn't that bad as I think after I went home with his car and saw the happenings in his car (the girl was there). So... Err... Sorry I'm not going to continue this post... My eyes are so uncomfortable now... stare at the computer for whole day...

A Dinner with Friends.

Haha, it's boring time again, nothing to do at all. Think it's time to update my blog already. Guess what, yesterday night I went Shogun for dinner with some of my classmates. Okay, 1st I'm gonna explain what's Shogun for those who never heard about it before. It's a Japanese buffet restaurant located at the new wing of 1U Shopping Center. Just pay RM50 and u can eat whatever you want inside until you die, lol. The price maybe a little bit too expensive for a buffet dinner, but you'll know the reason once you step inside it. Thousand kind of Japanese food waiting for you~ As usual, I took some bbq seafood, follow by my favorite~ 铁板烧 (ps don't know how to say it in English)... Took few plates of it^^. Desert was 3 plates of cakes and a blow of ice-cream. I was so full... Think that's all for this post... mind is blank now =.=.

Celebrating One's B'day.

WooHoo... Exams just over, feeling so relax now, with a little bit of tiredness. I was so surprised once i open the question paper, it's so damn easy! "Shouldn't have struggle for the notes for whole night..." Most of the classmates finished the question within 20 minutes, that's fast... that's just part of today. We went to 1U's Wong Kok restaurant to celebrate one of my friend's birthday after the class dismiss. Well, we didn't go together. I went there with another buddy in class though. Either we are too early or they are late, we reached the restaurant for about 25 minutes? Sitting there for no reason...Then only the rest of people appear. Just as usual, a cake has been brought, with some monkey design on it. After ordering, some chit-chatting, then only they start to sing the birthday song... It's kinda weird that her boyfriend hide beside me and my friends (well, he was chatting with us before this) and smiling alone there. WTF??? He is her boyfriend and he should be the one who is standing beside the birthday girl, and he was kinda... I don't know how to explain the situation =.=. By the way, he refused to kiss the girl even the girl didn't seem like rejecting him... what a MAN! It's the time I've waiting since early, time to eat the cake! Sorry but I was very hungry that time. Seems like we have paid RM10 each person for the cake, and the taste was really... Can't say it's nice...and not too bad...just OK... Well, I'm full now, with some boringness and just sitting there...waiting for my friend to say the word 'Let's go home'...Yea, we stood up, walk forward to the birthday girl, greeting her for last...
It's time to go back, I can't wait. You maybe asking, "Why are you so excited of going home?" Well, My answer would be "it's Mapling time for me, I didn't Mapling for the whole night already." Feeling lame? Okay, I admit, but that's my life...My life is just can't get out of Maple Story.

In a Rush...

Hmm... Its late at night, guess what, I'll be having phase test next 2 days...and still haven't even touch the notes yet...Can't really concentrate on studying. Why??? I wondered... Maybe cause of addicted to online game? Or another simpler way to explain is...no mood to study =.=. Seems like all my classmates are rushing for the notes, memorizing the points and bla bla bla... Think I'm the only one who still remain calm and typing blog here =.=. You know what, this few days I dream about my ex-gf. Sounds funny... but it's kinda weird for me to dream about her. I didn't even like her before, got along with her...just because of my childishness. And I kept dreaming her lately, don't know why. The feeling is kinda weird when I woke up. My mind is totally blank now, can't think anything...

Woo Hoo!

Well, I just cut my hair...which was being forced to do so. And guess what, it's just another day of being scolded again. I wondered why are they still treating me like a secondary school student?! Come on! I'm 18 already! Why must u all controlling everything huh?! Can't you guys just give me some freedom?! You know, I'm very envy of my friends, they are same age as me and they have their own spaces, not like me, everything is controlled and locked! Said gave me a lot of freedom? Where? Why can't I see it? Try to make me same as those Ah Piah (kampung boys)? If i'm not mistaken, YOU told me that I can do whatever I wan after graduate from Form 5! But what I've got now? YOU ARE JUST ANNOYING! Scolding my temper became worse and worse? And pulling my friends' legs by saying that they influenced me? Ya, I admit that my temper is getting worse, why? Ask yourself. Nagging and nagging everyday by just a little tiny matter, aren't you fell tired and bored of it huh? Scolding me without reason when you are not in mood? Thinking that what I've done are wrong all the way? Is that your interest? Oh I see... Why can't you make your thinking more modern? Tell you what, now is year of 2007 already! We are in the 21st century! So keep your old fashion thinking away dude! You know what is my biggest wish? Let me tell you now, graduate my diploma course and fly to foreign country for degree and look for my FREEDOM!!! Got it?! I will try my best to get the scholarship and not depending on your single cents!!!Watch out!

无题无题...

听着一首首的动人歌曲，那动人的旋律总会让人的心情放松，把脑中的烦恼丢到一旁，也让我取消了玩网上游戏的念头...坐在电脑前，耳机里播放着一首首的慢歌，脑子里一片空白...刚早挣开眼时差点忘了这星期是假期，在床上呆了一下，脑里一片空白...想着今天是星期几，我是不是迟到了，还是周末吗？看了下时钟...哇塞！已经1点56分了=.="...最近生活变得有点懒散~好吧，又是无聊的一天了，依旧的，上forum看看有什么乐子~看了蛮多东西的，有搞笑图贴，冷笑话 & etc etc...心情好像很久没那么轻松了，大概是因为每天都沉坠在网上游戏的关系吧！考试快到了，虽然早前立志这学期要考到班上最高（白日梦时想的），但却有心无力~懒得去碰那些复杂的笔记...上个学期的成绩已被网上游戏破灭，所以本人立志减少网上游戏时间！仔细想了一下，没玩网上游戏是蛮无聊的，就拿今天来说好了，一整天对着那论坛，看了一整天的冷笑话，是蛮轻松的，但很无聊啦！！！话说回来，最近身边的朋友都开始有写 blog 的行为，有点搞笑，有的是老早前已有写 blog 的习惯，有的却是用来当分手及宣诉情人的道具...看了他们的文章，有点搞笑，也能拿来娱乐自己（是有点溅）...现在只是等着他们的 update 吧...

Just Another Blog Again...

Argh... It's a boring day again~ Totally nothing to do ( just finish playing Maple Story though) lol... Due to the boringness, I've read some blogs of my friends... Got a shock out of my life, knew some breaking news through those blogs (won't say much about the contents of those blogs)... Zzz... Day dreaming again, thinking what to write in this blog. Its quite boring to play Maple Story this few days though, because my friend / buddy in game is having duty in hospital, so killing mobs alone is a very very boring thing to do =.="...算了吧~反正每天都是酱过的，有点 'no life' 的感觉~

First Post??? Something about...

Okay...let's begin the my very first post of this blog. Just to announce, this isn't my first blog in Blogger anyways, just because I forgot either my stupid login ID or password...don't know is which one so I just create a new one...Time passes, just saw these words somewhere in someone's blog though =.="...Ya, time really passes...and it passed really *omg-wtf* fast, it's nearly one year I've been in my new college, entering the third semester of my course, the Diploma in Hospitality and Tourism Management Course in KBU... It isn't really a great course in this college, and the college isn't that good as people think though, it sucks a lot! This college is just talking about money... with the rule of 'no money no talk', if you are rich, or willing to pay, you will be in the college in whatever course including degree (even you had a failure diploma). Shouldn't choose to enter this college at the beginning, but I have no choice now...I need to continue my course in this stupid college until the day i graduate... As I mentioned in my previous blogs, I'm not really happy with my new friends or so called classmates in college. I know there will not be a perfect person in this world, but I really can't get well with most of them... Some of the might know that I am not happy with them, but I'll just act like nothing happened...if i leave this college one day, the main reason might be my relationships with them.
Seriously, but think it won't happen, as the school fee is so expensive and I've paid quite a big amount to the school. If I think back the happenings of the whole year, I've never been really happy for a single day in college, except the day of gathering with my ex-classmates or my friends. That was really awesome, I hope day day won't passed...lol... Maybe it's the problem with my personality or I really don't like those kind of people in my class now. Ya, some of them are good, JUST SOME... including my lecturer, whom will resign soon (after this semester). He's really a very nice guy, and also the youngest lecturer or teacher I've ever met, he just 25 though. He's more like my friend more than my lecturer, you will know when you saw once him. Hmm, I'm not really be in mind that what i was writing just now, dreaming half way though =.=... Anyways, thanks for those who viewed my blog...or...maybe I'm just talking to myself here (also saw these words somewhere in someone's blog) lol...